1992 - Where it all began, Anita's first visit to Bansang
The first visit in 1992:
With all the progress of recent years, it is always sobering for me to look back upon my first visit to Bansang. I hope this article from many years ago gives an impression of just how depressing and horrific the hospital was all those years ago.
Having despatched my first container to the hospital some weeks before, I decided that I must now pluck up the courage to visit the hospital. If I had any intentions of continuing with this work it was essential that I knew, first hand, exactly what the conditions were really like. Clearly for my fund raising activities to achieve the desired effect I needed to know exactly where I should focus my efforts and to establish what were the hospital's most pressing and urgent needs.
The hospital, back in 1992, did not have a direct phone line so the planning for my visit was very much a journey into the unknown. The best plan that I could come up with was to fly to The Gambia, catch a bus to the hospital and then introduce myself and hope that I would be welcome. The fear and apprehension that built up during the flight were quickly dispelled on arrival in Banjul where I was made so welcome by everyone and this friendliness was to be totally eclipsed by the welcome that I would receive at the hospital.
However before arriving at Bansang I had to endure one of the most excruciating uncomfortable bus journeys that I would ever experience. The 200 mile journey from the coast to the hospital was negotiated over roads that had been badly damaged during the recent rainy season. Some of the pot holes, the bus had to negotiate, were like craters and together with the heat and constant dust the journey proved to be long and extremely tiring. Fortunately in recent years the roads to Bansang have been significantly improved.
Some ten hours after leaving the coast I eventually arrived in Bansang during the early evening, just as the light was fading. I could not believe the reception that I received from the hospital staff. The display of friendship towards me from everyone that I met was overwhelming. However this exhilaration was to be very short lived, soon to be replaced by total anguish and despair at the sights that would confront me as I entered the hospital wards for the first time.
Never had I felt so totally helpless and so completely overwhelmed by the devastating sights that I witnessed in the dimly lit surroundings of the children's ward.
It took a while for my eyes to adjust to the poor light within the ward. The noise, the heat and the smells were almost unbearable. Children were laying four to a bed, the look of fear and confusion filling their eyes, drips were kept in place around their little wrists using old pieces of rag.
Serious burns victims lay motionless, just like corpses, hardly breathing, close to death. They remained silent, they did not stir, just staring blankly into space. How could they suffer so much obvious pain without shedding a tear, was there fight for life nearly over. I cried openly as I saw bed after bed covered with these motionless, tiny little children.
One by one a steady stream of desperate mothers approached me, they beckoned me to go with them to look at their child, they begged me to help them. I could offer nothing.
Over the next few days I visited every ward in the hospital and was continually shocked by the appalling conditions. I cried frequently and was often in total despair at what I was witnessing. These sights coupled with the exhausting, sap draining heat mixed with the overpowering smells regularly overwhelmed me and I frequently had to go outside, into the hospital grounds, to recover my composure.
However the nursing staff never ceased to amaze me, their extraordinary dedication to the patients was quite bewildering. Here they were surrounded by confusion, despair, anguish and a total lack of vital equipment and yet they were still able to dispense quality life saving health care.
They were extremely committed, caring professionals and were more than capable of performing procedures that only doctors would be allowed to in the UK. Even though their undoubted skills were tested to the limit they never ever complained, they just got on with their job and did the very best they could do.
Having witnessed pain, suffering and anguish on a scale that was far beyond my comprehension I now knew I had to respond, I had to continue to help. Being a mother of three children I fully realised, 'there but for the grace of God go I'. To walk away and do nothing now was not an option.
I left the hospital knowing that I would return, I was going to make a difference to the lives of those desperate people, especially the poor unfortunate little children.
Footnote:
I could not physically or mentally have coped with the duration of that first visit without the extraordinary friendship, support and complete understanding that I received from everyone that I came into contact with. The compassion and concern that the Gambian people, especially the hospital staff, showed toward me was quite unnerving and yet so genuine ~ these were very, very special people indeed.